So as you all might have seen if you're drifting through my gallery, I've been photographing a lot. Even though these are just a handful of pictures, I've actually taken 3685 on another camping trip I've been to.

I don't really remember what I said about the last one, but this one has exceeded every single expectation I could possibly have.

Sometimes - and you can tell it by looking at my gallery - I used to feel very... VERY lonely. Love used to be a problem in my life. Not family love, I have plenty of that thank God, but other sorts of love, since real emotional, romantic love... to friendly love. I always thought I had friends that were there for me at everytime I'd need. That was truth up to a point. But this camping trip showed friendship (and friendly love) can be taken to a much higher extreme.

Question is... the camping trip was some sort of recruitment of the youth for the christian life. So there were speeches and religious music to which I didn't use to give a damn. Very strategically, though, the feeling of friendship contributes to everything that they preach over there, so unless you're VERY skeptical or even rebellious... you end up going with the flow. I'm somewhere in between going with the flow and being skeptical. I'm still just as scientificist as I was before, but I have embraced the possibility that Jesus Christ is the Lord and Saviour.

Anyways, I still think this terminology is a little bit fanatic... but they give me the freedom to show my opinion without going "Ok, this is right, God wants that", which in my point of view is the essence of fanatism. The fact is I DO believe the existance of God and Jesus and I do believe their miracles... only I believe there is a very rational scientific explanation to that - a yet undiscovered one. It doesn't invalidate it as a miracle, so scientifically or metaphysically... it is still a miracle. A very good thing that happened.

Well I hope I didn't sound like a church-rat, as I am NOT that. ^^ I'm just trying to show what I think will become of my life from now on... Now that I have the support of my new friends - fanatic or not.